RAiN（雨） blessed in the Light. Rainbow.

Thoughts on Confidence?

Haha, this word seriously doesn’t always agree with me. I always get great confidence when I’m high and never have a care in the world, then later on, I end up being a shy girl who can’t even budge once a change occurs to me :/.

This is something I want to have everyday, everywhere and have it when I need it most! But usually i envy others because they have the confidence to do things I’ll probably chicken out to do. Since a kid, I’ve been so shy that it gets really scary, so basically it all connects with my childhood in a huge way.

Also, when I have TOO MUCH confidence, usually everything shatters and doesn’t go right. Which is also one of the reasons why I stop myself from having TOO much confidence and just stay average like an average person would have.

Well,  performing is a different matter, STAGEFRIGHT IS NORMAL THOUGH. Nevertheless, it is still terrifying once you put it into a scary perspective… oh wells. In the end, this is all I can think of about Confidence. Not one of my main concerns in life, but still significant.